Big News!

So okay guys, I have a lot to tell you! Around 4 I headed off to an early dinner with a group of friends of mine from class! A few of them brought friends, including Jasper. Jasper is super hot, as soon I saw him it was love at first sight! We sat next to each other at dinner and we talked the whole time! Dinner was quick, over by 5:30 he walked me to my dorm (the restaurant was next door) and kissed me! Making out would probably be a better description, because it lasted at least 7 minutes and there was a little below-the-shoulders action. (aka his hands were in my shirt) So he released me and I walked up to my aparment, all happy removing my make-up in my bathroom until I opened my cabinet door under the sink for more toilet paper. I saw a box of tampons and realized I was a week late! I kinda freaked, I ran downstairs to the drugstore in our building, bought a test, took it when I got home, and it was positive! I really didn't know what to do, I knew it was Jake's baby but since he ditched me for another girl, I don't want him in my baby's life! I love my baby so much, even though I've only known him/her for 20 minutes. As soon I found out I started crying and Ella found me laying on the floor of our room. She was freaked out, thought I was hurt or something! But when I told her she was completely supportive and not mad at all or anything :) I don't deserve such a good friend as her, I deserve to be yelled and cursed at by how stupid I was I didn't use protection! I didn't tell my mom yet, but when I will I hope she will be supportive. It's not a good time right not, what with the Blake situation, but I know everything will turn out ok :)

Some news

Hai guys! So I have a lot of bad news...a lot. Turns out Blake made his secret girlfriend Miranda pregnant...I wasn't quite sure what to say to that because he is only 13 and she is 14! I have no idea what Miranda decided, if she is going to keep the baby, adoption, or abortion. I'm hoping for adoption, because no way do I want her to kill my neice but yet again I don't mind if she keeps the baby!

On to the next thing. Ella's dad cheated on her mom and him and his girlfriend are moving to Japan and he wanted a divorce from her mom. I'm so upset, I know Gabe and he has always been a really nice guy and seemed to love Ella and the kids so much! Ella is going back to LA tomorrow night, and I've decided to come along, just because I want to support her and her family, plus I want to meet Juliana and Chrissie and I of course miss my family a lot! Our plane leaves tomorrow night at 6 and we will arrive in LA at about 1am if everything goes well! I won't be missing any classes, which is great! I am coming home Monday morning, my plane leaves at 2am! I need to get to NYC in time for my class at noon. I'm not sure when Ella is going home though!

The last thing I want to address in this post is Jake! As you know he and I were dating and going strong before I left for NYC. We would have food together all of the time (my favorite was pasta with sea salt, or orange juice and lays chips!) and make-out on the couch, just like my parents! I have learned a lot from them about the ways of making-out/cuddling on the couch together from my many years of watching/observing them! But I had only talked to Jake 3 times since our sad, passionate goodbye the night before I left. (that was actually the night I lost my virginity on his old sofa bed right after eating orange juice and lays chips, sorry if TMI) Last night he called me and said he needed to talk. I agreed, thinking maybe he was going to come visit me or something or apologize that he hasn't called! But he surprised me. He told me the day after I left a new family moved into the house next door, with a girl our age. Jake told me she is very pretty and he is head over heels in love with her. I started to cry at this part. Jake broke up with me ending our conversation telling me he still loved me, but since he loved the new girl more, he was ended our relationship. I just cried in bed all night, I was so upset I love him so much! But this morning I woke up super angry, my anger and hatred washed away all of my love for him. I hope to find someone soon who appreciates the real me! :)

Crazy Week!

I'm sorry guys that I haven't posted in over a week, college is just so busy and different than I'm used too! And this week was no exception. I told you guys about last Monday, but then Tuesday was my free day with no classes! I slept in and did A LOT of homework until lunch time, I just made lunch at home! After lunch Drew, Ella, and I went grocery shopping because we were running out of food. (again!) I went out to dinner with Claire, a friend from my Money Management class! We ended up going shopping after dinner to the mall, I got a new scent (vanilla buttercream) for my scent portable I keep in my car, black leggings and a nerd graphic tee from Delia's, and cute fall dress and belt from Forever 21, and a skirt with a matching top and headband from Hollister! I get such a good discount there ;) Wednesday was another busy day, I had two classes and work! Some of you guys have been asking what specific classes I have, rather than just the times. Monday I have Business 2 and Western History of Arts, Wednesday I have Algebra 3 and then Literature 4, and Thursday I have Money Managment! So, Wednesday I had to wake up early for Algebra 3 at 7-10, and then Literature 4 at 10-1. I grabbed lunch at panera (pasta with sea salt) and then had to work from 2-8! I did have a half an hour dinner break at 5 though, which was good. I got home and was so tired I just went right to bed, only to get up early again for my Money Management class from 8-11! I had lunch at Panera (again) and then worked from 11:30-3:30, which wasn't bad at all! Just when I got home I was still really tired but had LOADS of homework from my Wednesday classes and Thursday! I had to work until dinner and then was so tired I just ordered pizza and went to bed early! I was so glad I did all of my homework because I really didn't have to do any homework all weekend then! Friday I slept in and watched TV for a while before going to lunch with Ella to Chick Fil A, and then grocery shopping (again omg) and out to dinner with Rose! Rose and I went to Target where I got a few cute shirts, and pair of lace-up black combat boots for fall and a few pairs of jeans! I'm doing a lot of my shopping now for the fall, and won't do much anymore, because of money and all. Saturday was my down day, I kinda just lounged around all day with Ella! Sunday I went to church, I've never been to it before I just decided I wanted to find a church in LA and will be visiting some for the next month or so before deciding! Yesterday was another tough day, I had 2 classes, Business 2 from 12-3 and then Western History of Arts 3-6, and then I worked 6:30-12:30! I had clean-up duty again lol. Today was another free day, just did homework! :)

Start of the Week

Hey everyone! So today is Monday, the start of my second week in college! Today wasn't the most exciting day, but all days can't be fun! I woke up around 8am, because I had to do some last-minute homework before my classes! So around 11 I made myself lunch (pasta with butter, sea salt, and shredded motzerella cheese) before my first class at 12! Class went until 3, and then I had another class 3-6. I grabbed some dinner on the go before heading off to work at 6! I was a little late, but my manager didn't mind :) Right now I am on my break because the store is pretty calm! I just wanted to update you guys and give some good news! My mom is adopted twin girls! I can't believe it, it's just so exciting :) Go check out her blog for details of how it all happened! I will update you guys later but I have to go, sorry this post was so short! :)

Friends!

Hey everyone! So today was very much a day spent with my friends :) It's so relaxing, I have always been such a people person! So I went out to breakfast at 9am with a friend from my Literature class, Jessica! She is really sweet and we get along well! We ended up going to Goat Milk Cafe (weird name I know!) and I got pancakes with syrup and goat milk to drink! Jess got lucky charms with goat milk, and orange juice! I got home around noon, and skyped with my mom for a little! I hadn't talked with her face to face all week, so it was really nice for me to do that! At 1 I went out for a late lunch with Drew, I love her she is so nice and easy to get along with! Ella and I both love having her as our roommate! :) We went to the Popcorn Factory, and tasted all of the different kinds of kettle corn and different flavors of popcorn! My favorite was raspberry, yum. There is a cafe there, and I got a ham and cheese sandwich and Drew got buttered pasta with sea salt! When we got back to the dorm it was around 4 and I just did some homework for class tomorrow and talked with Ella! I'm planning to go to Salsa Palace with my friend from Algebra, Sam, around 6:30! I usually get pasta with butter, salsa, and sea salt! Sounds gross but is delicious :) There is one back in LA and we went all of the time! :)

Weekend Fun!

Hey guys, haven't posted in a few days! I've been busy this weekend and have had a lot of fun on my own :) Friday, which was yesterday, I slept in late, until about 2pm! I was just really tired from my first week in college and its much tougher than I thought, but definitely a blast! After I woke up I just had some breakfast and lounged in bed all afternoon and did some homework before going out to dinner with my friend Rosalie at Super Salad! I was feeling a little unhealthy, eating so much junk food all week, I thought salad would be a good choice and eat something healthy for a change! We left around 6, and didn't get back until 9! It was great just catching up with Rose, I had missed her a lot! When I got back home Ella and I just hung out in our room for a while, and I was trying to finish up my homework! Today, Saturday, was much busier! I woke up early because I was going to breakfast with a group of girls from my Algebra class, which was fun getting to know them better! I got home and then realized we were out of paper towels and laundry detergent. It was so busy at the grocery store where I get those things, it took an hour! I was getting really really hungry, so I stopped at Chick-fil-a (again) for some quick lunch before heading back home! After dropping those things off at home, I drove to the laundromat (we don't have a washer and dryer) and dropped my clothes off! I killed half an hour just walking around town waiting for my laundry. By the time I got home it was 3pm, so I just lounged around and did my homework! For dinner, Ella and I went to Panera. I got buttered pasta with sea salt and she got a mixed green salad with a side of fruit! When we got back I didn't do much but homework and my computer! I feel as if all I do is homework, but its kinda true! College life is so much harder than home, and I definitely miss my family so much and haven't been able to talk to them much because I'm so busy, but I love college so much! :)

My First Week

Hi! My first week in college has been much better than expected! You guys already heard about Monday and Tuesday, but today is Thursday so I have a lot to say :) Wednesday was similar to Monday, but worse! I had to wake up early, because my first class was 7-10. It was Reading and Comprehension, which wasn't that bad! Then 10-1 was Literature, which was fun because I love to read! And then I just had enough time to grab lunch on the go before I had to head off to work at 2! I had a dinner break at 5 for half an hour, but then I had to go back and work until 8! I can't believe how busy my schedules are, but I guess its understandable considering I'm taking 5 classes and working my butt of to afford all of this! But it definitely is worth it because I love college :) Today, Thursday, was an easy day! I had a Money Management class from 8-11, and then I got lunch at Panera and worked 11:30-3:30! Now, work is actually kinda enjoyable because I know my way around Hollister and know how to work things and all! After work I had to go to Staples because I needed a few things for school, and I ended up running into one of my good Middle School friends, Rosalie! It turns out she is actually going to the same school as me! She is going for Elementary Education and Photography though, so we don't have any classes. But, we are in the same building, even the same floor! Funny that we didn't even know that! But by the time I got out of there it was 5:30, so I decided to grab dinner at Chic-fil-A because I was starving! I got home about half an hour ago and have just been chilling with Ella and doing homework! :)