Big News!

So okay guys, I have a lot to tell you! Around 4 I headed off to an early dinner with a group of friends of mine from class! A few of them brought friends, including Jasper. Jasper is super hot, as soon I saw him it was love at first sight! We sat next to each other at dinner and we talked the whole time! Dinner was quick, over by 5:30 he walked me to my dorm (the restaurant was next door) and kissed me! Making out would probably be a better description, because it lasted at least 7 minutes and there was a little below-the-shoulders action. (aka his hands were in my shirt) So he released me and I walked up to my aparment, all happy removing my make-up in my bathroom until I opened my cabinet door under the sink for more toilet paper. I saw a box of tampons and realized I was a week late! I kinda freaked, I ran downstairs to the drugstore in our building, bought a test, took it when I got home, and it was positive! I really didn't know what to do, I knew it was Jake's baby but since he ditched me for another girl, I don't want him in my baby's life! I love my baby so much, even though I've only known him/her for 20 minutes. As soon I found out I started crying and Ella found me laying on the floor of our room. She was freaked out, thought I was hurt or something! But when I told her she was completely supportive and not mad at all or anything :) I don't deserve such a good friend as her, I deserve to be yelled and cursed at by how stupid I was I didn't use protection! I didn't tell my mom yet, but when I will I hope she will be supportive. It's not a good time right not, what with the Blake situation, but I know everything will turn out ok :)