Hai guys! So I have a lot of bad news...a lot. Turns out Blake made his secret girlfriend Miranda pregnant...I wasn't quite sure what to say to that because he is only 13 and she is 14! I have no idea what Miranda decided, if she is going to keep the baby, adoption, or abortion. I'm hoping for adoption, because no way do I want her to kill my neice but yet again I don't mind if she keeps the baby!
On to the next thing. Ella's dad cheated on her mom and him and his girlfriend are moving to Japan and he wanted a divorce from her mom. I'm so upset, I know Gabe and he has always been a really nice guy and seemed to love Ella and the kids so much! Ella is going back to LA tomorrow night, and I've decided to come along, just because I want to support her and her family, plus I want to meet Juliana and Chrissie and I of course miss my family a lot! Our plane leaves tomorrow night at 6 and we will arrive in LA at about 1am if everything goes well! I won't be missing any classes, which is great! I am coming home Monday morning, my plane leaves at 2am! I need to get to NYC in time for my class at noon. I'm not sure when Ella is going home though!
The last thing I want to address in this post is Jake! As you know he and I were dating and going strong before I left for NYC. We would have food together all of the time (my favorite was pasta with sea salt, or orange juice and lays chips!) and make-out on the couch, just like my parents! I have learned a lot from them about the ways of making-out/cuddling on the couch together from my many years of watching/observing them! But I had only talked to Jake 3 times since our sad, passionate goodbye the night before I left. (that was actually the night I lost my virginity on his old sofa bed right after eating orange juice and lays chips, sorry if TMI) Last night he called me and said he needed to talk. I agreed, thinking maybe he was going to come visit me or something or apologize that he hasn't called! But he surprised me. He told me the day after I left a new family moved into the house next door, with a girl our age. Jake told me she is very pretty and he is head over heels in love with her. I started to cry at this part. Jake broke up with me ending our conversation telling me he still loved me, but since he loved the new girl more, he was ended our relationship. I just cried in bed all night, I was so upset I love him so much! But this morning I woke up super angry, my anger and hatred washed away all of my love for him. I hope to find someone soon who appreciates the real me! :)
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