Bad News!

Hey everyone! I have terrible news...I'm in the hospital! I woke up this morning with terrible pains in my lower stomach, I didn't know what was happening! I just got worse and worse that all I could do was lay in bed! Drew drove me to the hospital, where I got a bunch of tests done and all! It turns out my baby wasn't doing well, I had actually gone into labor at 4 weeks! Obviously, my baby wouldn't survive if that was the case, but they couldn't stop it so they just let it go! I had my baby this morning at 10:09, technically just a miscarriage. I was really upset, I loved him/her so much! The doctor's couldn't even tell if it was a boy or girl. I miss him/her so much! They are keeping me in the hospital for the next day or so, just to make sure nothing else is wrong. I also have more bad news! I got fired from working at Hollister! I missed work Monday, and I called in to say I wouldn't be able to make it, and they said I'm fired! I can't believe it, I only  missed 2 days of work but I didn't realize that if you missed 10 hours, which I would have missed! It stinks, but it all will hopefully be for better good, my miscaraige and losing my job. But, I don't think I will ever recover from the devasting loss of my baby.