It All Begins With a Choice

Hey everyone! I have a lot to update you on, so I better get started! Last night when I came home in a thong, Drew was the only one in the house and didn't really care! I got dressed in black leggings and a pink pajama tee and finished up some homework until about 11, when I went to bed because I had to get up early for church today! I wore a yellow sundress with sandals to church, I'm still in the summer spirit! I was super excited, because I convinced Jasper to come to church with me! He doesn't share my religion, but if he never does I don't think it will change my choice because I just love him so much! Jasper picked me up at 8 and we made out on our couch for about 13 minutes before going to church! We kissed while we were at a red light, and got pulled over again! It's crazy how much Jaspy and I get pulled over. We made it to church and it was a great, inspiring service! I love church, almost as much as I love Jaspy's kisses, because it relaxes me and makes me feel closer to God! After church Jaspy and I went out to lunch at Surprise Salad, we love it there because of the secluded booths! So, of course, we fed each other and mostly just made out! I was sitting on his lap so he had better access to my lady parts ;) After lunch we went back to my aparment, planning on just hanging out for a little until my yoga class at 3. When we got to our door he pushed me up against the door and kissed me roughly! We were getting frisky when the door opened from behind and he fell on top of me! It was hilarious, we were both laughing so much and still kissing, when I heard someone's throat being cleared. I looked up, and there was Jake! I kinda freaked, turned pale, pushed Jaspy off and stood up, staring at Jake. Jaspy was confused, I had never rejected his kisses before! I told him this was Jake, my baby's father, and he got really angry and walked up to Jake all cool like about to punch him when Ella came in! She saw who was here, and abruptly backed out of the kitchen awkwardly. I told Jaspy to leave, so Jake and I could talk! Jake told me he still loved me so much and wanted us to get back together! He said his girlfriend (who broke up with him) was just a distraction to cover up the pain of me leaving! He thought if we just broke up it would be eaiser on him but he said it was harder, esspecially pretending he didn't care about our baby! At this point his lifted up my shirt, exposing my still flat belly, and leaned down and kissed it! Jake asked me if I would take him back, and I didn't know what to do! I told him I still loved him, but I loved Jaspy, too! He said he is in town for the whole week, so I have a long time to choose! So, for me, it all begins with a choice, Jaspy or Jake? Vote below! :)