Friday, August 16, 2013

Jasper!

Hey everyone! I got 162 requests to do a post on Jasper, so I decided to do one now! Jasper is the man I want to spend the rest of my life with! When I was with him, the one night I have seen him so far, it was one of the best nights of my life! As I told you he is so sweet with me, and when we kissed goodbye his hands went up my shirt and it felt SO good! We made out too, and since I've watched my parents so many times, I was extremely skilled with it all and I thought I was very good! I didn't want him to have to leave, and neither did he but it was getting late and all! Since then we haven't seen each other because the next day I had a really busy day what my dr app, school, class, and catching a plane! But we have texted many times, he is the only one I have texted in the last 48 hours! Our texts are very romantic, too. He always says, "can I get a kiss?" and I always say yes and he's done that maybe 30 times and he said next time he sees me he will make good on his questions! :) Can't wait!! We have also said i love you many times, and he is asking me "i want to make love with you" all of the time! We did Skype earlier this afternoon, it was amazing we kissed through the screen! It wasn't as good though since I got lipstick on my computer screen, but it was still amazing because I could see his lips and imagine them on mine! We talked and "kissed" for an hour when my mom came in to say hi! I wanted to show her our way of "kissing" long-distance and he was as excited to show her as I was! She applauded when we were done and said we were definitely making it work! He had to go then, but I wish I could have gone on kissing him forever! I know now that this love I feel for Jasper is so different than the love I felt for Jake! I thought I loved Jake as much as I could possibly love him and wanted to spend the rest of my life with him, but I discovered I love Jasper even more! I want to get married, but that would be very stupid and unreasonable for a guy I've only known 48 hours! I know we will eventually get married, though :) Leave requests below!

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